1. |
Intro
01:53
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2. |
Life's a bitch
04:57
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Verse-
they say, we have the fire in our eyes
they say, we have the truth in our lies
they say, we’ve lost the ones we admire
they say, divinity is the separation of what we desire
im so impure
ive come to make my souls message clear
in the world of which you run its no longer here
Chorus-
I have become
The thing you run away from
I have done my time for another
I can see right through my stealth (trying to hide)
Life is a fucking bitch but im nothing like her
I can see right through my self (within me)
Verse-
They say, the disease is never cured
They say, the decease of my existence hasn’t occurred
They say, I don’t have a heart to break
I say, my existence is a fatal mistake
Chorus-2x
Verse-
I have died in the life where time is standing still
I have tried to save the things I couldn’t kill
Where my purpose has come to taint
Suicide is the way of a saint
As I wipe away with a clean slate
Ill remember its always too late
Chorus 3x
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3. |
Judgement Day
04:00
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Verse-
Everyone has something kept inside
dumbfounded by another mans pride
you could never run from something you can hide
but the persona has gotten the best of you
and ive been left for dead
your facade was never true
i need to get this burden out of my head
chorus-
Acceptance is all i ask for
i cant play this game no more
i shun the world away
to escape the chaos of judgment day
Verse-
As i walk in the crowd my anxiety rises
nothing ever comes in surprises
ive been bounded by the unjust compromises
you've taken away my chance to shine
while living in fear
you've thrown away my chances to be my own kind
why the hell am i here
chorus- 2x
verse-
as my soul gets consumed by you
i know the truth and you don't know what ive been through
as i walk alone im stranded not knowing what to do
the first advice id take is to depart from this
my shadow is the only one that walks with me and even he gets lost in the darkness
chorus- 3x
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4. |
Simple Design
03:38
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verse-
i try to hold on to all that's been lost
if i let go i cant bear it no more
there is nothing to gain
there is nothing to loose
forfeit what has become of us
i am tainted by another image of you that has gone down
Chorus-
its all it was
a simple design
you fucked it up every time
some one give me a sign
because there's no where to turn
verse-
i dream about the ones
who are without this curse
as i possess anxiety that only gets worse
im so paranoid i cant sleep at all
you and i fall until we break apart
but we were broken right from the start
chorus- 2x
verse-
i take my time to reflect
but i can no longer look at my self
its a fallacy to make a perfect world
so i keep my self away from everyone
i am broken to the bone
im a victim of you as i walk alone
chorus- 3x
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5. |
Isolation
03:44
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Verse-
synthetic happiness from the white pill
making me feel like im on top of the hill
everyday is a struggle from the paranoia
I light this candle for ya
to show the beast kept inside of me
ive been burned by the fire from what you want me to be
chorus-
Isolation is my sanctuary
Hallucination is the living nightmare in me
I cant feel
From what i conceal
You lie from what is true
as i break away from you
Verse-
I hate everyone around me
and The superficial standards that found me
Only to judge what i have to live with
But all i got is the wounded palms to give with
There was no medicine for the cure
Being tested like a lab rat becoming no longer pure
chorus- 2x
Verse-
Everyone is perfect by nature
But i was a pawn by nurture
this alienation
has always been my reason to walk alone
As i grew up my trust for others have died
as my heart turned to stone
chorus- 3x
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6. |
Enough
05:08
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verse-
i suffer in solidarity
when the spirit is in polarity
adrenaline within my head and chest
where the mind and the body never rest
chorus-
its hard to forget that love and the light is just a bluff
until the justified hatred and the pity is not enough
verse-
living life like im dying in small amounts
because of the disease you passed on to me
feeling like the grave contains the cure
killing myself just to wait for the death i adjure
chorus-2x
verse-
ive put myself in a hole that i kept digging into
knowing that the only way out is through
lifting up myself by the helping hand
to make peace with my soul before im buried in the sand
chorus- 3x
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7. |
Nothing
02:38
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Verse-
time
It's been wasted
hopelessness through my mind
Time
It's been nullified
It's a fallacy through your kind
Chorus-
I come to realize
That there is nothing more than meets the eyes
Nothing can stop me now
Cause there isn't a god to show me how
Verse-
hate
It's in your scripture
Hate
Your priests are men of flaws
You are a preacher of arbitrary laws
Chorus-2x
Verse-
Chaos
It's all within us
Chaos
We are pretentious
When we try to make a better place on this earth
Chaos
When we indoctrinate the masses to the war
Chorus- 3x
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8. |
Lost Cause
03:55
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Verse-
I am going through the changes
As my mind rearranges
Hiding in a mask of a pleasant one
Hiding in the shade of the sun
Chorus-
All the hate can not be found
I will not be found by the lost cause you gave me
All my rage will come around
My rage will come around when i hear you screaming
I will beat you to the ground
Beat you to the ground til your no longer breathing
Verse-
I am such a worthless liar
hope for blood is in my desires
Tried to fake it all my way
The smile I have is not much to say
I incite the hate within
Tortured now by a dying whim
Chorus-2x
Verse-
All the love has been wasted
Happiness eradicated
I don't care if I am hated
Your standards are over rated
Chorus-3x
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9. |
Rage
02:48
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verse-
i know how to break you from the inside
taken your shit in stride
after everything that you've done
i will kill you just for fun
Chorus-
breaking out of my rage
fuck what you said
breaking out of this cage
i wish you were fucking dead
verse-
Separate the blood wide open
my sanity you stolen
My hate for you releases
Your not the one that teaches
ive Taken for the fall and picked up the pieces
Chorus- 2x
Verse-
i wanna break you from the inside
and break through to the outside
i wanna break you from the inside
and break through to the outside
Chorus- 3x
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10. |
Solitude
06:58
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verse-
i locked my self in
trapped by the walls within
all the world ive seen before passes by
as my spirit i ignore is left to die
i shun the earth and those who live in it
as i isolate my self with nothing to give in it
chorus-
i can never get out of here
i don't want to explode in fear
take this pain away in solitude
as i take a look in the mirror
i don't hold my self dear
take this pain away in solitude
verse-
when my soul has become a hallow shell
i have created my own hell
humanity has fluctuate themselves to the ever changing standards
i prayed to your media messiahs but never got the answers
all i ever do is try to confine my self to survive
kill me off this wretched world to know im still alive
chorus- 2x
verse-
The shadows of the light is where i feel at home
if i try to leave ill be beaten down to the bone
some one save me from this loneliness i have come to love
stuck in rock bottom hoping there's something above
but to defy your social construct is hard to resist
and i wont be saved by an angle because they don't exist
chorus- 3x
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11. |
Hole in the wall
05:18
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verse-
Letting go i refrain
nothing out there left to gain
the more i try to change my face and name
everything inside remains the same
just like you i do this in vein
chorus-
an open door for you
is a hole in the wall for me
as you see the light coming through
i stand in darkness with nothing to see
wait for me to decay as i incarnate in something new
verse-
your able to withstand the people you know
to gain your path from what little you show
i have nowhere to go to and love no one now
after what i could give has been declined whether or not i knew how
chorus- 2x
verse-
ive put my barriers up, while beaten down within
isolation is the key to secure my sanity from the life that never was or never been
betrayed and turned away by you after preaching all i could be
but you and i both know there's nothing here for me
chorus- 3x
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12. |
Price of sanity
05:50
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verse-
i am the first to die and last to live
so what does it mean to feel alive?
the anguish has taken the last breath from me
suffocating trying to survive
you know i cant give everything you wanted
when the pulse i need has been deprived
chorus-
i am in debt to the things that hold me down
broken again just to build the hatred up
afflicted by the tension that desecrated me
the price of sanity is never free
verse-
the tendencies repeat themselves to no end
while reaching the cure barricaded by the wall
and the expectations you decided to send
will only give me none as i give you my all
isolated silence is the key to my serenity to defend
Perpetuated sickness is made of showing pride to those who want to make you fall
chorus- 2x
verse-
i walk alone to my own path of seclusion
the empty road of broken dreams is all i see
i am trapped within the vivid delusion
i cant never reach what i always wanted to be
i have come to the conclusion
the only thing that kept me in the prison i call home is me
chorus- 3x
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13. |
Way of the light
05:16
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14. |
Unknown
03:26
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verse-
swimming through depression
until i finally drown
feeling restless on obsession
and my voice wont make a sound
im a failed perfectionist
and im a pessimist
chorus-
i don't want to lose my mind again
i don't want to go blind again
i don't want to lose my heart again
i don't want to relive that part again
ill find my place on earth i call home
as i travel to the unknown
verse-
what am i afraid of
im drenched in my own fear
ill show them what im made of
ill fight my demons that are living here
the badge of honor are my scars
i shine through dark times by the light of the stars
chorus- 2x
verse-
ill bite another bullet
the taste of life blew my mind
blame the gun to my head that had stole it
killing off the things that kept me confined
is this the end of me
or is it the beginning of whats meant to be
chorus- 3x
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15. |
Walk away
03:16
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verse-
ive suffered from this turmoil
there's nothing else to berate
i will find myself in psychological toil
and let go of all this hate
chorus-
i will pray unto thee
god can you see my pain
you walked away from me
as i break these chains
i set my self free, yeah, oh yeah
verse-
i take this point in time
to let all this strife go
my spirit will be at its prime
and will watch itself glow
chorus- 2x
verse-
i will walk away from this anger
i will walk away from this sadness
i will run up to the demons that ill fight
i will run up to the shining light
chorus- 3x
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16. |
Reason
03:09
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verse-
breaking out of the molded clay
i have found my own road to walk today
A little bit of toxicity is the cure to determine
which path is to reassure
chorus-
With a little more time
you'll know when the pain comes to an end
need to feel broken
to know how to feel whole
give life a reason
without asking why
verse-
i have left people out
when no one could come in
there is no use for you or I
to dwell in the shadows
as it expands within time of need
chorus- 2x
verse-
going with your senses
is the arbiter of truth
bring the joy within my tears
can you see in my blind eyes containing all my fears?
everything that i love is already here
chorus- 3x
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17. |
Black and White
05:33
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verse-
open your mind for the bigger picture
don't obey their laws and their scriptures
desaturated by the tyranny
freedom is in every color within the mind
within everything you can find
chorus-
just give us a sight
break out from the black and white
never afraid to have a different view
its time to get rid of people like you
verse-
They follow their preachers like a group of sheep
and dream of conformity in their sleep
taboos has kept us divided
and the guns had kept them decided
lets shoot all of you down
lets shoot all of you down
lets shoot all of you down
chorus-2x
verse-
pride and prejudice has gone to far
but we can still rise above
we heal our wounds from the scars
we will revolutionize the system and break into reform
we will tear you down as your still wearing the uniforms
chorus- 3x
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18. |
Status quo
02:24
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verse-
for many years ive been in a ball and a chain
carrying this weight crushing my brain
got this animosity flowing through my veins
calling out your shit as you say my name
chorus-
don't use me
don't want you hanging around
don't abuse me
stop trying to fuck with my head
im not your door mat
standing up to the status quo
verse-
i do what i want while you do what you can
telling me i aint a real man
subhuman labels branded on my skin
im a freedom fighter and i love to sin
chorus- 2x
verse-
The big bully likes to hit me best
tell them all now id give it a rest
cause i don't give a fuck what you believe
i live how i want while your stuck there to grieve
chorus- 3x
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19. |
Independence
03:14
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verse-
I take the best of my pride
setting reliance on others aside
they told me they would have my back
until i realize im no longer a part of the pack
i am the lone wolf that walks his own path
chorus-
I walk alone without a corrupt hand beside me
break away from dependency
i only take what help i need
in order to use my own hand to feed
verse-
fear of failure has plagued my mind
i need to pray for a sign
i surround myself with people who bring me up
as i get rid of people that bring me down
chorus- 2x
verse-
i will never be your slave
i only got my self to save
if your only going to tear me down
i don't see my self sticking around
chorus- 3x
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20. |
Southern Sickness
03:22
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verse-
I aint crying out for help no more
never witnessed inner strength like this before
i was tied to machines
now i fight off the fiends
of my inner demons
chorus-
Nothing will come to drag me down
i don't want to go the route of heading south
i bite the hand that feeds my sickness
cause nothing hurts like your mouth
verse-
i surrender my pride just to live
so much of life that it has to give
i wake up from the endless slumber
in my dreams i felt out numbered
by the lucid terror within
chorus- 2x
verse-
its easy to fall when your pissed
i want it all while feeling bliss
i leave the turmoil far behind
there's no reason to rewind
never wanting to go back again
chorus- 3x
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21. |
Drive
05:11
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verse-
i make amends
for all the fuck ups that i did
i will ascend
flying up high from the grid
that traps us in a fake reality
it distorts what we can see
a vivid tragedy has become no more
never felt this strength before
chorus-
yeah i got the drive
i know what it takes to survive
we got our lives to defend
im gonna fight this battle until the end
verse-
bad vibes are contagious
the virus is getting smaller
tempting to turn the pages
write a new chapter for the slaughter
Bring your eyes to see the fire that burns within you
that's what you do
to seethe the passion and pride
remember how the weak has died
chorus- 2x
verse-
Take a chance
to gain your spirit back
Take a glance
on what needs to be intact
to find the pieces that's been scattered through the plain
learn to love the pain
i long for the day to be freed
the reward is the hunger i will feed
chorus- 3x
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22. |
Forgive me
04:00
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verse-
all of my memories consume
as i open the wound
its tearing me apart again
i put down my fist
with the fighting ill resist
beating up myself and you until the end
chorus-
i never cared about you or i
all the things that made us cry
has turned me into the monster i despise
why do i perpetuate the things i agonize
forgive me ive fallen
forgive me ive fallen before we rise
verse-
don't leave me behind
our love can intertwine
i try to find the cure again
i hurt much more
by recalling from before
the past of a broken man
chorus- 2x
verse-
i will let go of it all
i will break through the wall
until the burdens fall
don't let this be the end
i will make my amends
chorus- 3x
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23. |
Today
03:53
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verse-
watch the sun rise and fall
uplift your spirits as you stand tall
forget yesterday and tomorrow
because the present day will get rid of your sorrows
chorus-
take a stand and live for today
take the negative energy and throw it all away
im gonna fight this struggle no matter what others say
no obstacles standing here in my way
verse-
it feels like things will never change
until we take the time to rearrange
i get rid of the sickness all within
it doesn't matter where you come from just go for the win
chorus- 2x
verse-
I got a new complaint
but i will never faint
as i keep walking to the unknown
This life is mine to own
chorus- 3x
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24. |
Carry On
04:08
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verse-
lost on a never ending trail
passing by all the things i have failed
all my dreams are running through my head
finding meaning of life before im dead
chorus-
I will carry on to the end of the road
even if the meaning of life never unfolds
the journey may not have its destination
but finding happiness will be the grand determination
verse-
wipe the dirt off your knees
take back what is yours even if no one sees
don't back down even if your afraid
fuck the system ill be self made
chorus- 2x
verse-
im not a slave for what i can feel
knowing damn well that the true path isn't real
instead of being ran by a corrupt society
make your own legacy and be free
chorus- 3x
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